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I’m not a good person but my heart is pure
As I sniff and sniff and sniff my youth away
Beautiful without being able to look in the mirror
I love you I love you I love you I don’t know you
Free from time, free in space
Free at last, everyone wants this
A browner body, beauty from burning
A mind rotting, time turning
and like the Gods, sleep through eternity
over endless madness, over melancholy
over loneliness, everyone wants this
This jab to the heart
And I see the world for what it really is
Obsession turned addiction
Only alive in the mouth of hedonism
To be touched, to be held by morning light
and I think I’ve found God
Only I’m back in bed with another lover
Brain rot and full of lust
Always on the brink of ejaculation
All this passion, and for what?
Freedom turned to imitation
And I love you I love you I love you
I don’t know you